[] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone. (currently dead, so I borrowed my brother’s….gotta buy a new one)
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard (i don’t even have a back yard )
T 0 T A L: 4


[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week. (this so totally depends. Sometimes I do, other times I don’t see them at all )
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up. (thinks…nothing severe…well, ok, I can’t call it beating up…
[x] You never cry more than twice a month. (not since i were very young )
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have. (unknown)
[x] You have been to a concert.

T 0 T A L: 6


[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace. (I don’t have a myspace. More a facebooker)
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.(they let me, but again, i don’t have one)
[ ] You get allowance. (not anymore )
[x] You collect something normal.(or so i consider it to be)
[ ] You look forward to going to school. (college, and no since i have 3 tests this week i want holidaaaay!)
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else. (depends on how depressed i might be at the given moment)
[ ] You play a sport. (nope, and i’m not that eager to either)
[ ] You do something after school. (Graduated)

T 0 T A L: 2


[] You own a car. (don’t even have a license yet...what the hell! I’m not even allowed to have driving lessons yet...only frigginly 17!)
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You are happy with your appearance. (depends on the day of the week. Usually i can get through with it )
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.

T 0 T A L: 3


[x] You know what is going on in the world.(reasonably well)
[x] You care about so many people. (more than i should >.< *tries to stop caring about that turk*)
[x] You are happy with your life. (everything happens for a reason, eventually everything will be fine, don’t worry be happy )
[x] You know more than one language. (three- intimidates *evil laugh*)
[x] You own a pet.(fish >.< my brother’s own them)
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies (maybe not enemies, but i strongly dislike some people, though i don’t hate them...but no one touches my sis!)
[x] You are a generally nice person. (note: generally.)

T O T A L: 7

A C T U A L T O T A L: 22

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.


I'm 66%. Jee! This quiz makes me sound depressed watch me laugh friday when i have been relieved off my stress, that won’t sound like 66% to me


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I'm exhausted. my energy is drained. i am sleepy by 7pm, but i can't allow myself to sleep that early. it isn't normal anymore...and i honestly have no idea what to do about it. i want to take a break, but i can't afford to do so....

I just can't take it anymore, i've been trying to toughen myself up, but it aint working. ok, i managed to be ok with doing certain things for college, which before would have received an "" eeeuw!" from me...so supposedly i should be able to do it. bloody scenes effect me less, but I haven't managed listening to the best of me-sum 41 a single time without crying! how pathetic is that? i have no idea why i can't do that, but i just can't. i used to think that if i listen to it often enough or try not to listen to the words it'd work....but it doesn't....i can kick myself over this...sigh!

anyway, gotta get back to the draining work of studying....

see you guys around i guess
ciao!


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I have just had the first two days of uni behind my back . And it was awesome!! I met quite some people, and there are 3 cute guys in my class (and counting...haven't had a good look at everyone since things have been extremely hectic).

The first day i got lost TWICE! First time was as soon as i arrived, second time was when me and my friend were looking for our study group....in the end, we went to ask the study adviser, since we had noooooo idea what else to do. So on day one, i have been up to floor 11 (we have 13 floors), while at least this semester, we need to go no higher than the 3rd floor ).

Patient interview was cool. the patient had little dental done to him, and had a bigger medical problem which resulted in him needing some dental help. he was totally cheerful, and surprisingly calm considering what he was going through. And i CAN'T imagine that someone could feel this comfortable telling this stuff to 46 first day dental students who haven't even layed their oath yet.

Second day I got my instrument case, and I got my dental clothes . I'm totally happy with them . the shirt is a bit big (couldn't find an X-small, so i settles for a small), but that's ok ^___^. can't wait to get busy . we were allowed to leave as soon as we checked out instrument suitcase, so i got home 1 hr early. I admit I was totally exhausted after second day, but perhaps that because i've been sleeping late the past 2 weeks, and at 4 am on day one, i spent one hour calling my friend in Argentina as i really wanted to know if he was ok, and that's the only time i can reach him. Anyway, slept this afternoon, and i think i can go right back to being cheerful and hyper tomorrow at university .

So far I think the coolest thing of university is the fact that i feel at home. Everyone is open, interested, and willing to be there. And in the building i have my favourite classmates from high school in the other faculties.

oh and my sister is visiting for the weekend...wiiiii^__^

anyway, that was Flurzy for now ^___^
Love you guys!

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So yea, bladiblah, Micheal Jackson died. Ok, we all know, now move on! Seriously, I discovered I hardly know any sane person. Like 3/4 my msn list was mentioning it. Jeez! Or should I say “tigerman!”…ok, lame joke. Anyyyyyway, so my updates, since I still live in my own world…surprise surprise. So, I got back my grades, and I passed high school. And it’s official! Wiiii ^__^ I’ll get my diploma on july 2nd and that’ll be the end of my high school misery.

Next…the guy who had that date I mentioned last time, well, they successfully broke up. Ok, successfully…they broke up, lets keep it at that.

Oh, and the prick, yea, that jerk…yea, I still need a word with him (I just backspaced a LOT, wasn’t a good idea)

Oh and last but not least, I started reading the translation of the Torah. I admit, I only read about 10 pages of Genesis, but it was part of the things I would do after high school, so I am finally there. I just dunno if I’ll get through Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy this summer, but I’ll do my best.

newho, see ya’ll around


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So I am back...finally. I finished my exams, so that's a plus point, and i applied for university. don't know if i am accepted yet. Since I have no "finished high school" with the exception of getting my diploma, it means i am free to date again ^___^. i kept my vow perfectly...from september till now, not a single date...and since 2 june i'm back to being "open" so to say.

I'll go on holiday soon, so that's another absence, and this time i can't sneak in to reply stuff while i'm away...but oh well...still have a while till my flight . In the mean time, I have been able to work on myself as a person. I called the Turkish friend of mine who i have written the poem "last time" about, and he is making it well. he's engaged to the girl he stopped writing me for, so i hope she makes him happy. I have been able to accept the situation now, so that has given me some peace of mind. I have also given him the link to the poem. I do not know if he read it, and he gave me no feedback on it, gave no opinion, but at least he has access to it.

other news: one other friend decided she didn't want to know me anymore. I met her right here on dA. i replied her letter finally, but i have been able to accept the situation. the poem my friend sent me at my break up has been giving me a lot of peace lately. "God does not take something away before he has something better to give". I admit i am a strong believer in god, and it has given me a lot of tranquility. In this case, well, a week before she decided to stop writing me, i met a girl at an open day for my future college, we had an immediate click. she lives pretty close to where i will be living if i went to that university, and we can fool around more than i could ever have dreamed of fooling around with the girl i met on here.

What can i say? recently i have met a bunch of amazing people. Special mention to Jason and Maximiliano whom helped me through a hell of a lot . Maxi is a great guy, if he were here, i would probably date him, but anyway, he also has some remainder feelings to a girl, who god knows why dumped him, i mean he aint good looking, but he is sooooooooo sweet, it's unbelievable!....my sister was totally amazed by him when she tried acting mean that she told me later "why did you ever go with your ex when guys like Maxi exist?"...so my sister is clear on who she likes better...but i'm not dating him...at least, not for now....anywayz, he's a really great poet too for anyone who is interested in reading his stuff [link] *advertising*...he has spanish stuff too, but i never read that. As for Jai...well, bini is not going to see him

anything else? mmmm...oh yea, if i get accepted, I might start blogging on my university experience...but that totally depends...

Oh yea, and one other mention....Avi has been a total sweetheart. it's thanks to him i found my faith back. he's a jew, and i am muslim, but despite that, we can get along amazingly, which makes me really grateful. it's stunning how much the jewish and islamic faith are similar, and i am in principal learning my own faith through his, and it's a great experience...

then last but not least, tia, my angel. He has listened to every complaint of mine just like maxi, jai, and avi. and he's been ok when i acted as his mom or any of my other crazy things...now all i can hope for is for his date went fine....cause i'm worried...on a date with a girl he hates doesn't sound all too pleasant for me...especially when you know she plans something....i'll find out...i hope....haven't heard from him for nearly 25 hrs now...though he promised he would let me know.....

that was me for now!...love you guys! <3


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