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Precious

Those years you had shared
The moments
and pleasures
was not worth enough
all shattered by one truth.

It wasn't fair,
It isn't fair
And never will be so.

Your fear got the best of you,
Got the best of what you two had,
for all I know, got the best of us as well.

What difference does it make?
Would he attempt something he didn't
before you knew?
before he told you?

Would it have hurt you
to treat him
as you used to?


It wasn't fair,
It isn't fair
And never will be so.

Though I barely knew him
When I found out the same
I considered him too precious
to make him go away....

Accepting him...
Holding onto him...
respectful and loving...
My precious.

Turning away from your act in disgust.
©2009 ~Nurzy
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A story from me…before prom =)…which is Thursday ^^ (I just had to upload this….)

So in this story there are four people: me, a female friend, and two male friends. First I only knew one male, call him C. through him I met the female, call her V. The female met the other male, presumably though C. we will call the other male N. then one day in frustration, V gave me N’s msn, and for no reason I just wrote it in my literature book as I was studying lit for my test next day. I forgot it there.

Other facts: Me and C used to be close, but he decided he didn’t want to share as much anymore, and we drifted apart (sadly). Me and V are still good friends, though we haven’t spoken much lately. C and N were pretty close friends for years.

So recently I was looking through the books which subjects I finished, since I would need to return the books sometimes, and found the msn address in my handwriting, and thought I should find out who it was since I didn’t remember how I got it. As soon as N heard my name, he connected me to his friend C, and told me where they know each other from. Since I knew for sure I didn’t know him though C, I kept thinking about it, and mentioned V to him later. In any case, as they are friends, I naturally used to compare them to each other, when I told N I found him very different from C he considered it a compliment. When I told him why I compared them, he confessed that they unfortunately are no good friends anymore. Our dear C is suffering from a heavy form of homophobia, and is in denial of this fact, but he does treat N strangely.

Another point, (which I can not confirm). I seem to remember that shortly before C decided he no longer wanted to share as much anymore we had had a conversation about homosexuals, in which he was very struck by my views. Unfortunately I can not check if it was after this that he became distant or before it.

To be honest, I am truly shocked of how a friendship like which N and C shared for years could be destroyed by something like this.

Dedicated to N
My Precious….

Note: Letters are an entirely random choice out of their first name.

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