A girl realizes how much more it means to be considered beautiful by a guy rather than just cute. That girl is me. I never knew that the difference in word choice made such a difference in how a man views you. Beautiful seems to weigh more on a man’s tongue.

I really appreciate those two guys who taught me the meaning of beautiful.

Stanza 7 is the biggest show of respect I have seen to this day presented to me by a man. He was also the first person to have called me beautiful outside my family. I also consider him to be one of my closest friends. One of the first I turn to when in need.

Stanza 8-10 would be the other guy. Number 8 would be how if I ask if certain dates are possible over others he will make sure it will be. Not because it is otherwise difficult for me, no, because I simply asked if it was possible.

Number 9 would be how protective he gets over me (I chose his words since he is more protective over me than the other guy). He did ask if I was sure if I wanted him accompanying me though, so in that sense I am happy I have no forced body guard

And last but not least stanza 10. So this second guy, he will ask me if I will be able to make it somewhere, and if there is even a 1% possibility, he will wait for me. Sometimes he just goes and waits for me, whithout me even knowing. If I make it, he will be really happy, and he will say that me being there is proof that his wait was worth it. And if I don’t show up? He will just leave at the end of the time he can spend. Usually I don’t even find out he was waiting. But sometimes I do . I’m happy those people exist that really do appreciate me. It means the world to me, and I think it is people like you which keep me alive.