I'm exhausted. my energy is drained. i am sleepy by 7pm, but i can't allow myself to sleep that early. it isn't normal anymore...and i honestly have no idea what to do about it. i want to take a break, but i can't afford to do so....

I just can't take it anymore, i've been trying to toughen myself up, but it aint working. ok, i managed to be ok with doing certain things for college, which before would have received an "" eeeuw!" from me...so supposedly i should be able to do it. bloody scenes effect me less, but I haven't managed listening to the best of me-sum 41 a single time without crying! how pathetic is that? i have no idea why i can't do that, but i just can't. i used to think that if i listen to it often enough or try not to listen to the words it'd work....but it doesn't....i can kick myself over this...sigh!

anyway, gotta get back to the draining work of studying....

see you guys around i guess
ciao!


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